i had such a ball.

thank you for all the candy, cards, texts, calls, chocolate, stuffed bears, cakes, hugs, emails, and other random pretty things (such as lasagne and crocodiles and accessories).

thank you for bringing me through yet another year.

i love you all.


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its days like this with puffy eyes and a bloody jarring headache when happiness equals things like:

1. girl outings!
2. shopping, rehearsal, and sleepover at jackie's!!!!! we've been planning it for sooo long and finally! videos, giggling, videos, more giggling, ahah. tonight's going to be a blast.
3. shuen and jackie are the best people to shop with, they wont stop squealing at everything!
4. and oh caryn ive got so much to tell you i cant wait! (:
5. im gg to be re-affirmed this christmas. this means lessons, more singing, and shopping! >.<
6. ida's so huggable!
7. fridays are happy days! thank god for friday!


for the serenity to accept the things i cannot change.


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Remembering everything about my world and when you came.
Wondering if the change you'd bring means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know what you were doing,
Did you know,
Did you know how you would move me?
Well, I don't really think so.
But the night came down and swept us away.
And the stars they seemed to paint the most elaborate scene today.


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vulnerability increases the production of endorphins.

when vulnerable, we're so drugged by the chemicals released by the anticipation of pain therefore seriously impairing our ability to both make and act on decisions.

so is vulnerability antithetical to human survival?

perhaps the perceived nature and outcome of vulnerabilty is no more then a matter of conditioning, and the only variable is fear.

the fear of a wounded once-insurmountable defence mechanism, or the courage to be exhuastively exposed and fragmented apart.


of a lifetime's silence, a minute's grief.


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keith drew me a cake! so cute right.




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i wasnt asked, i shouldve done this a long time ago.

here's to the one who gave so much and wanted so little in return,

thank you for being ever constant and understanding,
thank you for trying, for never holding back.
thank you for staying when it got rough,
and for showing me what its like to give and smile again.
thank you darius, you know i love you too.


i'll be your crying shoulder
i'll be love suicide
i'll be better when i'm older
i'll be the greatest fan of your life


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reminiscence.




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i still believe there's more to your tough exterior,
that shallow cover ive come to love.
youre the stranger i know so well,
the constant reminder of sanity.
why do i have nothing, but everything,
why do i have everything, and nothing at all.


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eeyore says hi!
lets all go study chemistry!


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here to show off the hottest boy on the planet as promised!
(click to enlarge!)



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Level 1

[ ] smoked a cigarette
[ ] smoked a cigar
[ ] done weed
[x] kissed a member of the same sex
[x] drank alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2

[x] been in love
[x] been dumped
[ ] shoplifted-the fun of it.
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 4

Level 3
[x] snuck out of a parent's house
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them
back
[ ] been arrested
[ ] made out with a stranger
[ ] gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
[x] had a crush on an older person
[x] skipped school
[ ] slept with a co-worker
[x] seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 9

Level 5

[x] had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER
friends
[ ] been to Paris
[ ] been to Spain
[x] been on a plane
[ ] thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6

[x] eaten Sushi
[ ] been snowboarding
[ ] met someone BECAUSE of myspace
[ ] been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 12

Level 7

[x] been in an abusive relationship
[x] taken pain killers
[x] love/like someone right now
[ ] laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go
by
[x] made a snow angel

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
[x] had a tea party
[x] flown a kite
[x] built a sand castle
[x] gone puddle jumping
[x] played dress up

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
[x] jumped into a pile of leaves
[ ] gone sledding
[x] cheated while playing a game
[x] been lonely
[x] fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 25

Level 10
[ ] used a fake/someone else's ID
[x] watched the sunset
[x] felt an earthquake
[ ] killed a snake

SO FAR: 27

Level 11

[x] been tickled
[ ] been robbed/vandalized
[ ] robbed someone
[x] been misunderstood
[ ] pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 29

Level 12

[x] won a contest
[ ] been suspended from school
[x] had detention
[ ] been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 31

Level 13
[ ] had/have braces
[x] eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
[x] had deja vu
[ ] danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 33

Level 14
[x] hated the way you look
[x] witnessed a crime
[x] pole danced
[x] questioned your heart
[x] been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 38

Level 15
[x] squished barefoot through the mud
[x] been lost
[ ] been to the opposite side of the world
[ ] swam in the ocean
[x] felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 41

Level 16
[x] cried yourself to sleep
[x] played cops and robbers
[x] recently coloured with crayons/colored
pencils/markers
[x] sang karaoke
[x] paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 46

Level 17

[x] done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] made prank phone calls
[x] laughed until some kind of beverage came out of
your nose
[ ] kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 49

Level 18
[x] written a letter to Santa Clause
[ ] been kissed under a mistletoe
[x] watched the sun set with someone you
care/cared about
[x] blown bubbles
[ ] made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 52

Level 19

[ ] crashed a party
[ ] have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of
people
[x] gone roller skating/ blading
[x] had a wish come true
[ ] humped a monkey

SO FAR: 54

Level 20
[x] worn pearls
[ ] jumped off a bridge
[ ] screamed "penis" at a football game.
[ ] swimming with dolphins

SO FAR: 55

Level 22
[x] got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
[ ] kissed a fish
[x] worn the opposite sexes clothes
[x] Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 58

Level 23
[x] screamed at the top of your lungs
[ ] can do a one-handed cartwheel
[x] talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
[x] stayed up all night

SO FAR: 61

Level 24

[ ] picked and ate an apple right off the tree
[x] climbed a tree
[ ] had/been in a tree house
[x] are scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 63

Level 25
[ ] believe in ghosts
[ ] have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
[ ] gone streaking
[ ] been in jail

SO FAR: 63

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I've Done 63 Out Of 125 Crazy Things


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1. i have exactly two minutes.

2. no one's online, everyone must be studying. i should study too.

3. russell if youre reading this i'm thinking of you.

4 its ten. i'd better get going.


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we could make things whole again,
we could go on pretending forever.


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The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

Gender: Male.

Pointers:
1. intelligence.
2. read as much as i do.
3. long pretty eyelashes
4. articulacy.
5. good, but secretly bad.
6. wit.
7. sensitivity
8. must be nice to my girlfriends! haha.

People:
1. rachel
2. evonnie
3. jackie
4. dominic?



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im a sucker for sad endings and weepy chinese songs. they make me feel really warm inside.

a few days ago i was trying to sleep on the bus. and then there were this two ahbengs, yellow hair, piercings and all. very intimidating. and so when i was about to fall asleep, they started BLASTING TECHNO. techno makes me reaaaaally antsy. so i was fidgeting and praying they'll switch it off. BUT THEY DIDNT LA. then they played the TECHNO VERSION OF FUR ELISE (bagatelle in A minor). oh my god, i almost died. fur elise was composed by ludwig van beethoven. beethoven! and they made a techno version of it!!!!! fucking nuts.

i hate ah bengs.


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i miss you sharon! >:[

CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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deborah

angie
caryn
cyrene
dominic
evonnie
jackie
jacklyn
kamini
leonard
lydia
rachel
sharon
sharyn
solomon
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